Alone time as well as cold a/c

I wake in my bed, cold as well as alone once again, and my bed as well as my heart has been cold ever since my bestie left me for another.

One that can make her swoon as well as fall all over herself, something I obviously couldn’t do.

I see their social media pictures everywhere, as well as it makes me sick. She looks so glad, as well as I don’t understand what he has that I don’t… While I felt cold on the inside, I feel cold on the outside too. My a/c was having an issue where it was constantly running as well as I couldn’t get it to stop. I knew my Heating, Ventilation as well as A/C bills were going to be through the roof next month, but I didn’t care, but nor did I care that my house was 64 degrees. I am constantly haunted with the memories my buddy and I had together, as well as the thoughts of what might have been. She is the last thing I suppose of when I fall asleep as well as the first thing I suppose of upon waking up. I woke up rapidly as well as looked around for her, only for the reality to come flooding back. All that is left of her is shadows as well as the faded scent of her perfume. I sometimes hope that their relationship crashes as well as burns, as well as she feels as angry as I do. Maybe that is wrong, but I don’t care. What right does she have to make me feel this way? I feel so confused, bitter as well as conflicted. I know I should just transfer on, but I can’t get past the betrayal. I should really get up as well as call the heating as well as a/c specialists on the Heating, Ventilation as well as A/C unit, as well as push these thoughts out of my head, for now.

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