I wake in my bed, cold as well as alone once again! My bed as well as my heart has been cold ever since my bestie left me for another… One that can make his swoon as well as fall all over herself, something I obviously couldn’t do.
I see their social media pictures everywhere, as well as it makes me sick.
She looks so happy, as well as I don’t understand what he has that I don’t, while I felt cold on the inside, I feel cold on the outside too. My air conditioning was having an issue where it was always running as well as I couldn’t get it to stop. I knew my HVAC bills were going to be through the roof next month, despite the fact that I didn’t care, nor did I care that my property was 64 degrees. I am always haunted with the memories my pal and I had together, as well as the thoughts of what might have been. She is the last thing I guess of when I fall asleep as well as the first thing I guess of upon waking up. I woke up suddenly as well as looked around for her, only for the reality to come flooding back. All that is left of his is shadows as well as the faded scent of his perfume. I sometimes hope that their relationship crashes as well as burns, as well as he feels as miserable as I do. Maybe that is wrong, despite the fact that I don’t care. What right does he have to make me feel this way? I feel so confused, bitter as well as conflicted. I know I should just transfer on, despite the fact that I can’t get past the betrayal. I should really get up as well as call the heating & air conditioning specialists on the HVAC unit, as well as push these thoughts out of my head, for now.