Alone time as well as frigid air conditioning

I wake in my bed, frigid as well as alone once again… My bed as well as my heart has been frigid ever since my bestie left me for another, and one that can make her swoon as well as fall all over herself, something I apparently couldn’t do.

I see their social media pictures everywhere, as well as it makes me sick.

She looks so thrilled, as well as I don’t understand what he has that I don’t, while I felt frigid on the inside, I feel frigid on the outside too. My air conditioning was having an issue where it was constantly running as well as I couldn’t get it to stop. I knew my Heating plus A/C bills were going to be through the roof next month, although I didn’t care! Nor did I care that my apartment was 64 degrees. I am constantly haunted with the memories my associate and I had together, as well as the thoughts of what might have been. She is the last thing I suppose of when I fall asleep as well as the first thing I suppose of upon waking up. I woke up hastily as well as looked around for her, only for the reality to come flooding back. All that is left of her is shadows as well as the faded scent of her perfume. I sometimes hope that their relationship crashes as well as burns, as well as she feels as miserable as I do. Maybe that is wrong, although I don’t care. What right does she have to make me feel this way? I feel so confused, bitter as well as conflicted. I know I should just transfer on, although I can’t get past the betrayal. I should entirely get up as well as call the heating plus air conditioning specialists on the Heating plus A/C unit, as well as push these thoughts out of my head, for now.
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